September 15th - Day 258
Although it never looks to be a gift when one is in pain and fear, the Truth is that pain and fear are the bearers of the Truth of who one really is. When one is ready to die, not as a way to get rid of fear, but as an ending of ego/mind's rule, one will be Awakened. But Awakening does not come cheap and that is why so few do it in this lifetime. Many have had the opportunity to dive into the core of fear but most turn back and begin again to listen to the mind's advice.